On why I stand outside the Christian dogma.

The title of the writing indicates a ‘why’ and the expectation therefore is of reasons and that I intend to explain. However, I must clarify at the onset as to what heresy I have been accused of (i) that the antonym of not being a Christian or any other organised religion is to be an Atheist and that I am not (ii) to defy the teachings of Christ is to prep self to be casted in eternal flames and that is dystopian.  I do not subscribe to either of this Dogmas, of Christian or Atheist but I hold myself to be a complete being. Since a thing cannot create itself from nothing, I am a complete ‘Art’ and that Artisan  I call ‘God/ASIS[1]’ .

Why then to I stand outside yet I subscribe to ASIS?  My divorce from the Christian Dogma rest fundamentally in the MEANS…